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Aug. 12th, 2010
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Aug. 12th, 2010 08:36 amYeah okay I've been off my stomach meds for 12 hours for this test. I woke up an hour ago to go to therapy group and, well, I couldn't. I've graduated from "cement rock in my stomach" to "every step throws dagger around in the tummy". If I keep walking it goes away but then when I sit down it comes back. If I stay sitting or laying down it goes away but then when I walk it comes back.
I'm actually starting to wonder if this is actually related to being off the stomach meds at all. But if they're right then it pretty much just means my digestive system has stopped because it can't work by itself anymore. (Paralysis of the intestines). So in that case, of course there would be pain.
I take the test tomorrow and find out the results on the 18th. That's what they can do, I just need to stick it out. Live good to when I say that I'll do whatever is necessary to fix my stomach. 31 hours from now, I'll be on my stomach meds again.
I just need to stick it out.
I'm actually starting to wonder if this is actually related to being off the stomach meds at all. But if they're right then it pretty much just means my digestive system has stopped because it can't work by itself anymore. (Paralysis of the intestines). So in that case, of course there would be pain.
I take the test tomorrow and find out the results on the 18th. That's what they can do, I just need to stick it out. Live good to when I say that I'll do whatever is necessary to fix my stomach. 31 hours from now, I'll be on my stomach meds again.
I just need to stick it out.