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I want to say right here and now that demonichate is an awesome person and an awesome friend. We didn't talk for awhile but now we are again and through new understandings are better friends than ever. I love her very much and do not want to imagine my life without her again.

I just wanted to put that out there. <3 Awesome friends are awesome!

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So i guess I'm getting the eye surgery. There are a lot of reasons to justify it but the biggest is 'it could kick all my migraines'. It's around 5% chance but it is still a chance. But it is for sure it will help them if this helps my eyesight.

I am very scared that it will go wrong but this has honestly turned into a quality of life thing. I've explored all the other choices I was given. This is what Dr. F told me:

1) Get a prism on my glasses
2) Get a surgery
3) Do nothing.

1 works. But it also gives me searing migraines.

3 does not work. I've been dealing with that for about two, three weeks because my glasses have been broken. I'm blurry quite a lot of the time, double some, different kind of worse migraines. I have optical noise all the time off the prism. The prism takes away the issues but there's that pain and increased nausea too. But it takes away the optical noise. But without the prism it's been on-stop all the time for three months. And I'm only having noticable symptoms now that I lost the prism. They were still going on with the prism on but it filters vision, so.

So that leaves 2 to relieve all of that. It's getting to the point where it all actually does impact my quality of life versus the surgery risks. Maybe I'll be lucky enough that all the pain will go away too.

I'll find out the surgery date in about a few weeks, but I'd estimate that it would be in March or April. If it's on april 1, that would be hilarious. (not)

Dr. F has not ever operated on me so he could do it far different. I guess we will see.