the call is coming from inside your house

( what a dangerous penguin )

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...so if I make it through tomorrow without ending up in the hospital, I get a laptop. If I don't, I spend my birthday in a hospital, unless I go to Huron Oaks. Well, no, I spent my birthday in 2008 in Huron Oaks. I just don't want to do that again.

....

Well, it's not as if I WON'T get the laptop but it will be ordered tomorrow.if I'm home, though I may be able to jury-rig that anyway.

Since this one is named Noodles, it only makes sense to name the next one Doodle as is Noodle's successor named in Phase III.

(Really, Murdoc? Really? Though it's cute in some odd, childlike way. Maybe now that she has a known name people will stop calling her the 'usurper', god).

Also, new layout. badninja

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Jesus Christ, man. I switched back to getting my ToradolIM shots from UMICH rather than the delivery pharmacy, because they suck. It hadn't been working for awhle so I hoped that the pink pre-filled syringes that I got there the first time would be better. They didn't give me those, but holy shit.

Half the dose I would take from the other pharmacy worked so well I have the least amount of pain I've felt since 2006. My cluster headache isn't gone, but going from heaches ranking 12/10 to one that ranks 3/10 is far well good enough for me. One 30mg shot versus the two 30mg I'd have to take from the other guys, and even that wasn't very good.

For once, I actually feel optimistic about my pain. I may have to just get my pain meds there from now on. Clearly they're superior.

...this shit is so potent it's given me the munchies, okay. What the fuck?

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We have food again. Yay for food stamps!

I got express permission to go to the psych ER if necessary with no consequences if need be. This is very good. My RN is like, don't let anyone stop you, if anyone complains I'll smack a bitch. I love her, she's awesome.

If I do have to stay at CSTS, they seem amiable to giving me Adderall. They promised explicitly (which, I will give them credit, if they make a promise, they usually never break it.) that because we have a new crowd coming into DBT which has ADHD or an aura of AD/H/D like symptoms that the psychiatrists and therapists will work closely to rehab the disorder so that we can pay attention and get the full amount possible of our treatment. This is a huge contrast to last year, when they refused to treat it or my eating disorders. Jury's still out about what they'll do with the latter.

Should be off the Ditropan soon, my RN says it sounds like it's interacting with something. I also don't have a UTI, that's my IC/PB acting up due to major mental stress.

I may not be able to go to England anymore, but I get to go to Arkansas this summer to see Aura and Belinda. It'll be friggin awesome.

I have a heath bar. oh god i love heath.

My sister is buying me the Superfast Jellyfish LP for my birthday, and also the Melancholy Hill video if they make us pay for it. Also on Sunday we are seeing a free showing of that Percy Jackson thing that I never remember the name of.

World premiere of the new Gorillaz music video on the 15th. Also possible medicaton adjustment. Aghast, the horror!

Birthday is on Monday.

Everyone finally gets it how badly I'm doing right now. I think scoring 27/27 on the mental chart for two weeks (0 is best, 27 is the worst possible number) did it in. Thank God and Hermes above.

My new laptop is a birthday present, apparently. I am not allowed to pay anything for it. Holy mother...

Sister finally found my tablet. Now just need to find the box as it has the stylus inside. Oops.

My hair is long enough again for braids. :D

New makeup! For free, again!

I get new glasses soon. I am legally blind in my left eye and haven't had glasses in several months because they cause double vision. I'm tired of not being able to see. So, new glasses, then the temporary prism applied to test for surgery. Schwanky.

Writing writing writing seeing art art art

Last week I clocked in at 227 pounds. Now I'm 224. Either the Welbutrin is working on my metabolism again, or I'm just learning how to better diet. Or both! I'm good with both.

So, those are good things. I will hang onto them and they will be my good things.

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Awww, hell yeah

Dammit, now I really want my Wonderflex and other moldings so I can make stuff. Munnies, please exist!

Overload, overload, overload,
Coming up to the,

Oh stylo, (juice)
Go forth,
Blossom in your soul,
When you know your heart is light,
Electric is the love.

When the mako flies, (a giant fish)
Up from the bottom,
In your eyes,
Then I know the twilight skies,
Are not so broken hearted. (from the end of the line)

It’s its love of electric,
It’ll be flowing on the streets,
Night after night,
Just to get through the week,
Sometimes it’s hard.

Right now.

Single cell, (juice)
Out of depression,
Rise above,
Always searching,
If I know your heart,
Electric is the love.

There’s only one way,
Let it pray a little while longer,
It’s got a way of passing through man and woman,
In another world,
In another world in the universe.
Ooohhhhhh

Right now here’s what we got to do,
It’s its love of electric,
It’ll be flowing on the streets,
Night after night,
Just to get through the week,
Sometimes it’s hard.

That’s what I’m talking about,
Love electricity,
Shockwave central,
Power on the motherboard,
Yes.

Push up,
Overload,
Legendary,
Heavy glow,
Sunshine,
Thunder roll,
Keep this on,
Yes the (...) are (...) and easy,
A raw cat though raw and easy,
Thunder roll,
Sunshine,
Work it out.

Right now.

i merely soffocate when i touch the shore

Hah! I didn't want to spoil myself, but I did a little. Some people are disappointed in how OMH sounds like it will be, and how they're depicting Doodle, but I think it's going to be frigging awesome. I can't wait to see how well ZFE pulled this experiment of techniques off.

Turns out we will have to pay for the music video. Do any other bands do this? Well, whether or not they do, I feel like this completely goes against what Gorillaz is all about, why they started it. They started to jeopardize that by co-signing with MTV, whom Jamie and Damon were adamantly against at the start of Phase I because of their practices in handling music.

I honestly will stop paying attention if they keep doing this much longer, and I won't go to any concerts in that case, either. If they don't stop this soon, it's not Gorillaz anymore, and seeing anyone perform would only be bittersweet. I stopped reading when DC comics broke themselves, and I can stop here too.

Correction, it goes against what they were about. If they want to make the choice to be completely commercial, to make that what they're about, that's fine. I just don't have to make the choice to accompany it.

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On another thought, I wonder if this having to pay for the music video business is just them releasing the single and not telling us the full release before the 15th.